I got a giggle reading your post... its too early in the day for a "double shot of something adult'. I can certainly relate! Instead, take a break and clear your head. Go for a walk, sip on some tea. Anything to take your mind off this for awhile and then jump in fresh.
The past two weeks I HAVE had meltdowns, but unrelated to Andrews studies. We just spent the last month packing, storing and moving. It has been an emotional as well as physically exhausting time, as we had JUST designed and built the dream home/lodge we sold... only having lived in it 18 months! He decided the drive was too far and preferred to live closer to town (we are near St. Louis). So, while we search for acreage and/or a house to build on or remodel again, we are now living in our RV. Crazy, especially with the winter months looming ahead.
Last week, I set up my office at my daughters house in order to give myself the quiet that I need to work (MT) and study. She and her husband LOVE this arrangement since I end up doing their laundry, dishes, and picking my grandsons up from school twice a week, and other cleaning that I just cant keep myself from doing. I am moving in all different directions, and yet I feel like I am getting nowhere. I have not had the time or energy to concentrate on Andrews and I feel very stressed about that.
My goal this week is to review and kick it back into high gear. I was hoping to sit for the CPC exam in December.